Oh I have had my share of questions, have sought out answers but not to find what I was looking for. Always hearing things I didn't want to hear, ignoring the things I already knew. I always have had a peace within me, a sense of pure nothing that is stronger than something. If you take everything away, I mean everything in your life, and all that is in your mind, and stood with that nothing in silence, all the answers are right there. No voices in your head, no questions on top of questions, no emotion or ego.
Sit quietly and wait for your next thought, really listen to what your mind is realing about, don't answer it, but don't ignore it.....anything?
Imagine if you just got it, all of it, you all of sudden just knew. Your biggest wow is yet to come